the good in the beast

so i ask myself over and over again why i always fall for the villians of the story..well i love darth vader, i love davey jones, and i love the joker, and of coarse i fell for lex luther and now my new lover...
i think i find myself looking for the good in them..following thier life stories to see why they turned the villian. the choices they made and the reasoning behind those choices. I watched all six of the star wars movies and i read the books to get a better understanding of the young tatoonie boy who became a sith Lord..my conclusion he grew up with a lack of love, a slave boy with no father and as he grew up he desired to be with the one who loved him, and when he saw that it was impossible alone, he saught after power to help him. Davey jones risk all for a love of a godess and his hatred grew when he thought he was betrayed. the joker is a mistery i think no one will descover. I watched seven season of smallville tracking lex luther's life. a unloved boy who was always searching for a higher good. wanting to do what was right but the only way he knew how to get what he wanted was through lies and betrayal..the only way he had been taught...these villians made alot of thier descions because of a lack of love in thier lifes which bring me to my new intrest. ....
i just got finished watching smallville's season 8, and my heart was captivated by a knew character...a young paramedic who sought after helping the world and mankind...but deep down inside he had another nature which he could not control. A nature that he was created to be..that he had been sent on earth to be and to destroy the world's savior: the red -blue blurr....this nature would come apon him, at first slowly and then without his control to stop. He faught against it and hoped he could stop it. through confession to a priest, through medication..he tried to stop it. He was a unloved boy traveling from foster home to foster home...but something had let him to work in matropolis where he met his savior a young blond reported...through the season he desicovered that as long as he was with her, the love of his life, he could control the beast inside.
But finally as the season premoir approuched he was devided from his evil side...and in the state of his human self he still appeared as a beast when he reached the point of loseing his love. 'Smallville ' does him no justice as his life is taken before we learn anymore about him and what caused this beastly anger to still poses him even with the kryptonian form seperated from him. possible the loe of his love
i was greatly disappointed to see the season end whithout doing him justice....becaue i believe as Clark Kent believed that there is goodness in everyone and it is up to us to find it and encourage it.' Smallville' needs to bring him back beofre its too late...
for paramedic or destroyer, for human or beast...Doomsday will rise..are you ready?